Wednesday, June 29, 2011

When Desire Overwhelms

Have you ever wanted something so badly? You know… you just had to have “that”! Whether you thought having that thing or person would give you identity, or fill a deep hole that you sensed inside of you, or give you meaning or purpose, we all have experienced this. The Biblical account reveals men and women who were flawed and then holds them up as examples of humanity in need of redemption. Jacob is a great example…

Jacob was tending sheep when he saw the daughter of Laban, Rebecca, who also tended sheep. It took one look and Jacob was hooked (but don’t see the kiss as something like a Hollywood kiss… it probably was a culturally acceptable kiss on the cheek… but still that was a bit “scandalous”). Why did Jacob weep? It’s hard to say based on the wide divergence of opinions from Rabbis. But we are sure of what happens next.

Now the drama unfolds even more. Jacob takes on seven years of laboring for Rachel’s father to earn her hand in marriage. The problem is that Laban has two daughters, Rachel (the younger) and Leah (the older). The contrast between the two sisters is an awkward translation. It’s actually misleading to understand it as, Rachel was beautiful in form (exactly what it says) but Leah had bad eyes (as if she had bad eyesight). That comparison breaks down. Actually, it should be closer to Rachel was stunning in looks, and Leah was ugly because her eyes were either bulging or misshapen.

We are told that Jacob loved Rachel. And then the turn in the narrative… When the seven years are up, Laban actually pawns his daughter Leah off to Jacob in marriage. How did that happen? The bride remained veiled until the wedding night and probably Jacob had too much to drink. All that to say, he didn’t realize it was Leah until the next day. I love what Derek Kidner says in his commentary on Genesis, “At night it was Rachel, but in the morning, behold, it’s Leah”

Isn’t that the case with the things and people we use to fill us or to give us meaning? What happens when natural and good desires become “over-desires”? At night it’s Rachel, but in the morning, behold (also read, “surprise”), it’s Leah. One day those things or people seem to fill your deepest desires. Yet the next day it loses that ability. John Coe, who is a professor at Talbot and a friend, said there is a reason why temporal things won’t fill us. It’s because we have an eternal hole inside of us. Only an eternal person, Jesus, can fill the eternal hole and leave us completely satisfied.

Question for Reflection today: How do I know when you’ve crossed the line from desiring good and right things to an over-desire for them?

Prayer: Lord, honestly, if everything were stripped away from my life, if all competing desires were removed, what would I find? What one desire would rule my life? Teach me what it means today to desire You and You alone.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Abraham's Sacrifice

How do you cover this story in a short blog? This story serves as one of the high points of ancient literature. One of my favorite thinkers, Soren Kierkegaard pointed to this story as a picture of authentic faith. I remember Michael Card’s song, “God Will Provide a Lamb.” I get chills every time I hear that song… so poetic.

There’s an incredible backdrop to the story that’s important to understand. This is what I get the privilege of unfolding this in the Commons in late July. What’s really important for the purposes of a short blog is that this story really is about God giving increased clarity to the picture of salvation and what it will ultimately look like.

Here’s a thought I want to leave you with today. A “call” comes again to Abraham: Go and offer your son as a burnt offering. Ethics aside, God again invites Abraham to participate in something. Remember God originally called Abraham to leave the familiar and to head out into the unknown. Abraham obeyed. Again, when God calls Abraham to do this, he obeys. There is a cultural reason why he understood (God uses the culture of the times to speak into our lives) this call but just note for now that when God called Abraham he obeyed.

Why does God keep calling Abraham? Why does He keep inviting him to participate in the grand story of redemption? It certainly isn’t to save him over and over again. It seems to me the real conflict that Abraham struggled with was not the ethics of it. Rather, what he struggled with was the seeming contradiction between what God originally had called him to and this particular calling.

Here’s how I might put it for us today. Why does God keep coming after us? Why does He keep “calling” us to risk for Him in life? Why does God invite us to jump in with Him when it seems so counter-intuitive or even “irrational”? It’s because He’s re-clarifying and re-clarifying in our lives what it means to have Him as our all in all. It’s not that He keeps saving us, like we can lose salvation and then gain it back. By inviting us to join Him, by asking us to live by faith and actually risk instead of playing it safe, He’s re-clarifying what it actually means to leave it all to follow Him. Jesus says exactly those kinds of things to those who follow Him. What is it to gain the world and yet lose your life? What is it to put conditions on your following me?

When God re-calls us, what we often find in our hearts that keep us obeying are the very things that we find more important than Christ. It is what we consider to be sacred, or precious, or the thing that we consider to be of great beauty or giving of life. When the call comes in our lives, it’s God saying it’s time to re-examine the very things that grip our hearts.

Lord, today for those very things that I find of ultimate value other than Christ, let me remember the gospel… there is only one person who is ultimately beautiful and His name is Jesus. What He’s done for me I could not accomplish by myself. I’m more of a sinner than I ever thought yet I am more loved than I have ever known because of Christ. God, as You foreshadowed in Abraham’s day, a Lamb was ultimately provided.

Friday, June 17, 2011

When Doubts Arise

Genesis 15 is probably the most important passage in the Old Testament for a number of reasons. At this point Abram is somewhere between the ages of 75 (Genesis 12) and 99 (Genesis 17). He had been given an unconditional covenant that a great nation would spring from him (his lineage) and possess the land (Genesis 13), and that through him the world would be blessed . But now in Genesis 15, we begin to see cracks in Abram’s outright belief in what God said He would do.

Stop for a moment: have you ever doubted God’s clear promises in His Word in your own life? What do you do with your doubts? For instance, in Hebrews 13:5 the writer makes it clear that God in no sense will ever turn His back on us. The original language is very forceful … “never, no never, no never” will He ever turn His face from you.” Now, have you ever felt like God had abandoned you? Was there ever a time that it felt like His face had been turned away? It’s clear that all of us have stood wondering how solid God’s promises to us really are. I would suggest that rather than seeing Old Testament characters as people to emulate, what we actually see is them pointing to something greater, the ultimate “yes” to His promises.

Abram asks two questions: “What about a son?” and “What about the land?” To the first question, God, in a sense, puts His arm around Abram, takes him outside and shows him the vast array of stars as representing Abram’s descendants. “Abram, if you have any doubts about this promise, the stars will be a visible reminder that I will make this happen.”

But now, “What about the land you promised?” To the second question, God performs a well-known rite with Abram. As it was customary in those days, a covenant was an agreement between two parties. As a king would “cut a covenant” with another person, animals would be split in two and both parties would walk through the pieces signifying, “If I do not do what I promised, may I end up like these animals…cut in two.”

What’s absolutely unique in this covenant is that only God goes through the pieces. What this communicates is that “Abram, if I fail on my end to fulfill my promise to you, may I be cut in two.” But it goes further to say, “And even if you fail in this covenant may I be cut in two.”

It’s clear that the gospel is pictured here! Paul in the 2 Cor. 1:20 writes, “For as many as may be the promises of God, in Christ they are ‘yes’”. The New Covenant completely depends on God. He is faithful to His promises even when we experience doubt. What assurance can we have? The death of Christ on the cross tells us that even when we fail to live up to “our end”, the second Person of the Trinity took it upon Himself to seal the deal. He was cut and bled real blood for us.

What does this tell us about how to overcome doubt? Is it simply trying or even believing harder? Was there ever a time in your life when you doubted God’s clear promise to you? What was that like? What were sensing at the time? How has Christ’s work on your behalf lifted the weight of doubt from your shoulders?